“You’d think she’d remember all this from the first time.”
-Alice in Wonderland
Often times I have conversations with myself. I ask myself stupid questions, and my subconscious mind answers with some sly response like the quote above. Haha, I asked myself why you didn’t call. And myself told me that I should remember why, ‘cause we went through this oh not but 3 or 4 years ago. You would think I would have remembered. But obviously I didn’t, or maybe I would’ve been smarter.
Second chances, they don’t matter, people never change.
I just hope that maybe I won’t bother to let myself go through it a third time. My life is full of enough repeats as it is. But like my mom told my the other day… at least I get better at it the second time around.